And I really hope that this all will be alright..Yesterday I told you that I took a part in lottery green card which helps so easy live, work and study in USA..and I told you that I did something wrong but nah, right now I’m gonna wait for october to know answers of lottery and I’m so pretty excited coz I believe that God will help me to win green card, and can you imagine then my all dreams will come true..I just believe and if really I had some chances in before, to go to my dream way, but they were just conversations but this is real this is all I need and I have big hopes that this would be more than just conversation or something..I hope that with this, I will have what I need, I will live in my dream life and then I will be most happy person in this fucking life…
And another reason to be happy, that my mom and my sister agree live there to..And I will leave this boring fuck city, already..And you know I’m afraid to be super excited and ready because everytime when I’m really breathing so fast and all the day thinking about that dreams isn’t coming true. Even people says “If u want something so so much you will get it, for sure”…So, I hope so..
And everytime when I’m just imagine that I’ll arrive in LAX, I think I will lose my consciousness and that minds make me pretty happy..I just hope will be alright..
Please God my help me, how usual… ♥♥♥