And again I just wanna die, my fuckin “sister” people calling this fucking disgusting hipocrite person sister..That shit always make me cry like always, and why, only for some shit money. I hate money.. Yes in my mom’s credit card I spend some money and she knows about it, she became most cute and kind girl..She’s like I love you sissy..And then she asked me “can I oder dress from some site” I’m like I need that money I can’t give it to you..and really I need money for pasport which I’m gonna make for America, can u understand me that shit money for my dream and not her fucking dress and then when she knows that I’m not going give her that money, she became monster she FUUUCCCCKKK she spit in me and God it were really horror I felt I’m died and I was freak I beat her but I swear she made me fuckin mad..
Yes my mom understood that it isn’t were my fault but again she’s not doing any step to make me calm and I’m again sitting in balcony and I’m crying for some piece of shit…
I love you mom and so sorry that you aren’t understand me..
And I’m again lost and alone with my fucking minds which planing run far away from here and live calm without thinking about fuckin people and I really hate people so much, and I don’t think I’ll find some kind person, so I would like stay alone forever..
I would like go somewhere with my friend its always helps and I’m glad I have somebody who can make me happy..Even if sometimes I think I don’t know her at all to..
I really wanna hide from everybody, Help me God my..