I don’t know..I’m other person. my minds where they are. i don’t care in future..my fucking future I can get it but I can’t at the same time…I’m inspired I’m living i’m not realist anymore I’m not afraid to make mistakes or lose my friends or they’re just acting that they are friends…If really i don’t care i will have friends or not and I’m even don’t care that they have more cool things..maybe I’m getting angry maybe I don’t have anything to say, I want that freedom and I’ve got it i’m not afraid to tell them that I can live better without them
I want that empty and mysterious way..Maybe i grewn up faster and I understand that life isn’t briliant and nobody cares cuz it would be shit big shit if life will get perfect that perfect is “perfect” not real not good as people..
who needs that “perfect”..I’m smiling I don’t know why..I’m a freak. i just want be Free freak..i have to be..I’m searching that clean, empty and at the same time a full way..
I wanna be strong. to wait..freedom and love that’s all need us…Forever, forever forevea………………and yeah i’m in love this fucking cool lifeeeeeee forever forever forever…..