Miracles in the world..All about my faith

My  faith  getting bigger and  bigger, every  moment,  every  second, my  God is making new  miracles, this  is  really  wonderful, admirable. So  here is a  little story,  not  about  me but with connection of me..Maybe  even  without  connection but  whatever..So  some days ago, my  friend told me  that  a guy whos far relative of  her got in  coma, I  even  didn’t see  one  picture  of that  guy,  i even  didn’t  knew  his  name till  today, but I  was  really  in  shock  coz  he  is really so young, he  is  just 17 and  thats  was so  so sorry to lose  him even  I  don’t know  him, maybe  its  sound  really so  dumb, that  I’m worring about  someone  who I  even  don’t know, but here is  humanity, lately I started  pray  for  not only me  and my dreams, I  started  pray  to God, asking  health and luck  for  young people, this life actually  is  too short  to  lose it  in  young age, and i’m thinking more  about it  lately and I’m  starting to appreciate my  life..Really  thank  you God my  giving me a life, a lot people are  losing theirs  lifes and that is so sorry..I want  live my  life don’t  repenting it, and  in  the same  time be thankful..So  a  good  side  in  this story that boy woke up today, when my friend called me and told me  good  news  I was and I’m  really so happy..There are really  a  lot  of  miracles, we  just don’t  notice it all..

Appreciate, cos you can  lose it suddenly & at  once..


Most depressive day in my freaking life..God’s making miracles, I’m so grateful♥

Wanna  start from, that I’m  so  sick, and weak, you  know, how  low is my immunity, and  so  the  cold  days already  started and hey flu, whats  up??!!!.Ok fuck it,  I stayed at home and thats  was  cool for me  but  I couldn’t  guess  that  this  “cool, fun,  alone”  day  at home gonna  be  the  most  depressive day ever..Lets start  from the first, I  woke  up, weak and I  don’t wanted do anything,  I set on internet, then  I  watched  new  movie  named “Ashby”, btw I  liked it, and  i  advice it  to  watch, so whatever..After  watching movie, I got so  bored and I  desided make  video, like “funny” with  my sisters camera..And  of course the most  unlucky  girl who  you are  reading  right  now,  broke thaat fucking  camera..I’ve  got  so nervous cause I  knew  that  if  my  sister will know  about  it she will  kill me, she’s  really  so  agressive, and i’m really so  serious, she is mad..Soo  can you imagine my fucking  situation??? I’m  like  cried, my hand was  trembled, I  knew its gorra be really big family scandal..So I took  that  stupid camera to some idiot “master”, who  said like ‘if I  can fix it you gonna  give  me  big  money’ I was  like  fuck it..You already know, that  I’m trying become photographer and  I’ve made money  fond for my new  prof. camera,  it’s really my big  dream..I’ve got  really broke, I was  sad, I wanted  to die, I know,  you think this isn’t big  problem but, that wasn’t  the one reason to be broken, I’m  really  so  problematic sometimes  I’m thinking that  I am  the most  unlucky  girl in the whole  world, I really want  other  life…

So  I’m gonna tell you  the  end  of this story. When I came back  home, I was like watched whole  internet, all, all  instructions, to  get something to  fix that fucking camera..So  I  find  out that  I have  no  decision. I waited to my sister to  tell her  that  fucking news, so  she  came and I told her  that  I  broke her cam, and how, I  guessed  she  was  really  agressive..I  think  whole  the time  when I cried  and  freaked out God  watched me from the heaven and He helped me..My sister  tried to connect the camera..Camera connected..And please  don’t  tell me like ‘God isn’t exist’, only  not me……