right here and right now.

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and now the rain has become the hope
it is the only which has the look of the peace
maybe it will replace of our outlet
or even of our tears
to follow the rain seems impossible itself
but if to try, it doesn’t sting while it’s beating
it only strokes rudely
and that stroking is beautiful, isn’t it?
they are just drops, now
but they’re looking like the sparkles of “the hopes” for some
and as the rain is very beautiful and it doesn’t hurt while its beating
just stand and feel it
and the hurt.you won’t feel it
funny thing? it is that the hope and peace and pain doesn’t exist now

 

inspired by the rain itself

 

 

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Feeling of soul

The streets are dark, empty and cold

You don’t try control me anymore. I’m not that cute baby who was your pretty thing to love.. I’ve become harder and now the pimples in my forehead, I’m stressed teen and it seems I don’t care at everything, and I even don’t wanna fix my stupid imperfections, cause I lose everything

 

“How can I sleep if I don’t have dreams?
I just have nightmares
How can it be?
I still believe something is out there “

 

Everything is out of my mind. Every damn thing

Let’s forget about everything just a moment pause it, let’s forget about past, future and now too.

Let’s love each other without any disgusting formalities ..Let’s hug each other under our favorite song we know lyrics we can sing together, or just lets run away with our minds with our old car, lets just loaf in cold and dark streets, please don’t afraid we are not alone we have each other., don’t you believe me?!

But I’m alone I can’t do it they’re trying keep me here, and I don’t have you. you’re imaginary..

Periods

Yeah..!! every single body changing and having a lot of periods in life time..I can bring my example when I was 12 I wanted to be cool kid, show how “smart”  I am, I listened like an “serious” rap music tried to have attention about my taste to my friends and some unimportant things which I guess every kid is doing.. Then I grew up a little I’ve become I guess smarter and maybe you won’t believe  in 2 month you can change a lot and in 13 I’ve become sad child cause I wanted my dreams more and more I’ve got more emotional and I only wanted one thing have one thing and get happy..Everything is changing I changed so much and I’m sure  I won’t know myself after 2 years to.. Because this is just periods and during this periods we’re understanding what’s important for us and what is not, somebodies  aren’t understand what’s more important and anybodies trying be smart and take most important things for us from that periods.. and by this way we’re creating our personality..

I’m sixteen and I’m trying take from this life most important, I wanna get smart more and more no I don’t wanna be perfect and even if I would try I won’t become perfect because I’m humane I’m created for making mistakes and the same time cool life things.. I think God giving us life for some reason. I know I’m here because of something and I’ll do everything to understand what for..

Just relax and think how many opportunities you have, look around you nobody can control you you’re as free as you want. You belong yourself